Day4 Mar14

day4 14 Mar

I was literally infamous for how messy I can allow myself to be at home and among my friends. Yet in this place even I cant stand how messy the couple can be.

Early in the morning, I woke up, and made my coffee. The next thing is of course find something edible. Alright, my room is messy and dust everywhere because you never use this room by yourselves and that is kind of reasonable. But I can't understand why as a restaurant owner you don't have even usable oil in your place. Let alone salt and pepper. I had no way to make myself any warm breakfast and all I could do is eating chocolate and smoking. God, I have no keys and I don't quite know where the nearest shop is. I am starving to death and this time I really miss Hong Kong.

The food is no doubt depressing here.

Human beings can get used to anything. Yet for the time being, I really want to leave this house. Consider how much a Centraler I have been for my whole life in Hong Kong.

Now I have found the absolute silence and nothingness what I have longed for, but food and peace are scarce. It's okay to have no mobile and internet, much things could be much better if shops and restaurant are not so out of reach. Now surely I understand money is not useful in some situations.

I tried to call dad and mom today.

I am waiting for something to go wrong, in my way. But I can hardly see that for the time being.