Day 23 Apr2

So I have skipped a few days, ai, no worries, let me try to fill it.

The morning part I guess I should skip mentioning it, it's too vile to talk about.

So I went back to Smithdown, redress again and went to town to meet Lydia. She's quite late but I don't know what to buy in tesco, so I sat outside and wait for Lydia. I told her about the shitty landlord and she at first supported him (?!) but later agreed with me and regretted she didn't help me earlier. Aiya, there's nothing to regret about.

Then we took the bus 86 and went back to SMITHDOWN again. I wonder why she asked me to go to town??? And more absurdly, the friend gathering she mentioned in the email was a bible reading hour!!!

Anyway, I understand how badly she wished to help me out of the shit. I truely understand.

And I myself see it as paying back the sin that I have committed.

Keep us away from temptation. Amen.